Slash - "Beautiful Dangerous" ft. Fergie

I knew Slash had a new album out, but I didn't know he had Fergie singing on one of the tracks. I came upon this last night, and have to say I find Fergie incredibly sexy in this video. I was going to post it on interjection but had to share the sexiness here. Enjoy...

Girls (Pillow Fight)

I was getting music for my interjection blog and stumbled upon this. How could I not share this hot pillow fight with you?

Damn sexy...

But come on, do girls really do this?

Photography

Here are a few pics I took while down in Newport, Rhoad Island a few months back.

Veterans Day/HNT

"Freedom isn't free"

Thank a veteran today, hell thank them any day.

I recently spent some time with my brother in law who was visiting this past weekend, and is currently a Gunnery Sergeant in the Marines.  One of the things he said that stood out, was something I've always known but I wanted to share with you.  He said "I don't care what the political agenda is or who sent me where. The plain and simple fact of being a Marine is, I have a job to do and will do it to the best of my ability."


As a side note, Beryl did indeed put up, not just one, but two pics of me on her page for HNT. Take a look if you like.

I'm thinking some more honesty may be in order.  I've found it hard to write about personal stuff lately and I've ignored my own rule, Fuck It.  It doesn't  matter how I look to you, the reader, I am what I am, the sum of my parts and past experiences.  This is all still new to me, the openness, just being myself and not what I perceive is expected of me. I've never had the ability to explain my feelings clearly and completely.

I am a product of my environment.  My childhood and most of my adult life has been about the repression and control of emotions.  Throughout my childhood and teenage years, emotion was something my father would not really tolerate or share with us, his three boys, we were always kept at arms length with him.  My mother was the at home mom, loving, but flustered with raising three boys.  I guess what I remember most at home was anytime one of us kids was upset, my mother would coddle us and my father would be mad at her for doing it and tell us to knock it off.  That was it for him, crisis adverted, children quieted.  I don't ever remember him showing any emotion except anger with us.  This is not to say he didn't love us, I know he did, its just a different way than what I see now in my actions with my own daughter.

Sad to say, but my married life has been a lot of the same.  Repressing my emotions to keep the status quo, to keep from rocking the boat.  When I did finally muster up the courage to rock the boat, I was meet with derision.  What I had hoped to be a free exchange of ideas and feelings turned into another example of why I was better off keeping to myself.  And into the shell I would go again.

Its hard to break that habit, of reverting to the quiet, introspective me. I'm working on it, but it takes time to repress years of control.

I'm trying.

Theres only so much water that can build up behind a dam, the escape must be controlled, or the dam may very well burst quite unexpectedly.

Nine Inch Nails - "Closer"

I posted this yesterday on my music blog and just thought it fit a mood enough to put it over here today.

This is a great fucking song. The chorus gets me every time.

Silly Girl, "Birthday Blowjobs!"

Well, another birthday come and gone, they all seem to blend at this point. Anyway, Beryl and I were talking Tuesday and she says "doesn't every guy get a blowjob on his birthday?" Silly, silly, girl, just because your so willing to give, doesn't mean all women are. If every guy got a BJ on his birthday there would be a lot more happy male faces out there, that's for damn sure. Or I hope I'm not the only one not getting serviced. I can't tell you the last time I've had lips wrapped around my cock, god I miss...




As a side note, can you imagine a world where blow jobs are given out on birthdays? The lines to get into one of those restaurants that do the little birthday songs, would now be the birthday BJ. Every guy hoping to get the best looking waitress.

             Oh, what a wonderful world it would be.

My pumpkin

Carved him up Thursday night.